jadedphoenix's Diaryland Diary

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I’ve drifted - I think…

I’ve lost those who mattered most.

I’m not sure who I am now.

How do you know who you are when you have drifted away from those who reflected my true self back to me.

I’m second guessing now…

My only mirror - tells me bad things…

And those bad things - become my new me.

For nobody else, is here for me.

I pushed them away - I know I did. I always do. To those who matter. I don’t know why.

And so I don’t know.

How to see me.

At least not the way - that I thought me to be.

I’m drifting, and I’ve lost you BOTH - and now I’m changing. To a false version of me.

Please help me.

Please rescue me.

Please.

Please.

:(

12:07 a.m. - 2021-12-06

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